The good old days, you know, the days when you didn’t have a care or worry in the world. I miss those days when my biggest decision of my day was do I want to watch Mr. Rogers or Reading Rainbow, or do I want to wear my big blue dress or my pink one?
I miss the days of blissful innocence, and thinking that life was a fairy tale.
I just want to say that I am thankful for all of my days of innocence and I am still grateful for everyday that I am healthy and able to reminisce about the good old days. I have a lot of gratitude for all the blessings and all the hard things I have endured over the years.
This year I turned 35 and I am at a point where I realize how amazing and how precious life truly is. I value life, every life, from the smallest insect to the worlds tallest tree, every human and animal. I have contemplated becoming vegetarian, vegan and even a raw vegan because of the love I have for the life on this planet and because of the worry I have for my own health. I haven’t been able to commit to any type of diet change for longer than a few days. I am weak, my willpower is almost non-existent. I miss those days when I could live off of kool-aid and candy necklaces.
I have claimed that my 35th trip around the sun will be the best one yet. This will be the year, of big change and the beginning of my revolution with my life. I will no-longer be sitting on the side lines wondering what if? I will not spend another day dreaming of my past and how I wish I could go back. I am moving forward, I will create my best life, and live it out here transparent and raw, for all to see.